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難怪我這麼討厭膽小的人
                                                                               
瞻前顧後畏首畏尾
                                                                               
挑軟柿子吃
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
死布爾喬雅
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
難道我們全部的要求只有不會死而已?
                                                                               
每每的都是退路    要怎麼走到最前方?
                                                                                
要等大家都過了河確定安全之後才敢往前走  

那就是不上不下不前不後的窘



這是我們台灣的教育訓練
                                                                               
答案是老師給的  不是自己想出來的
                                                                               
我們的獨立思考
                                                                               
我們的選擇
                                                                               
人生只有一個出口    只有一種答案
                                                                               
也難怪至此    會有如此的臉孔
                                                                               
                                                                               
那些莫名毫無根據的批判
                                                                               
在理論上站不住腳仍然自以為的堅持
                                                                               
老實說某種程度上並不很有交集    並不一定需要太多這種認同
                                                                               
因為價值不合    個性不合
                                                                               
基本上互不認同     就已經沒有討論的價值


                                                                              
                                                                               
我真的很討厭   明明道理上就已經說不過去
                                                                               
就是要板著臉堅持
                                                                               
為何
                                                                               
因為那是某種人生的經驗
                                                                               
於是每個人只有一種人生
                
一種選擇只有一種結果一種解釋
                                                               
結果論事   拿自己的道理推敲
                                                                                

                                                                       
既然如此
                                                                               
那快樂嗎?



過程到底為自己累積了什麼?
                                                                               
把書唸好了究竟到底又代表什麼
                                                                               
我們需要靠著些金裝衣裝什麼鬼的來證明
                                                                               
才能代表什麼 ?
                                                                               
我抗拒    那並不是唯一的選擇
                                                                               
                                                                               
那種價值的淪喪   那種對可能性的放棄無力跟抵抗
                                                                               
那種對生命的微諾   才是可怕
                                                                               
我不認同   但我無從說起
                                                                               
如果你放起抵抗    那球賽就此結束
                                                                               
這場比賽裡   將不會再有別的可能
                                        

                                                                              
無法準確論述問題的點
                                                     

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