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 作者  sula1818 (瓜子臉灝)                                  站內  sula
 標題  生日禮物
 時間  2006/05/16 Tue 22:38:02
                                                                           

你過生日的前一天
msn上   丟了一個小小的禮物符號.


   
                                                                               
那只是一個小小的禮物符號
                                                                               
小小小小的
                                                                               
我想說句好話雖然很難
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
只有一個小小的符號
                                                                               
我想我們的心胸都太窄
                                                                               
能接受的方式太有限   感覺很細微
                                                                               
所以有的很小很傷   有的很大很洋溢
                                   
                                            
我們很像.



差別再記憶力
                                                                               
                                                                               
可以大哭嗎
                                                                               
大哭也需要勇氣
                                                                               
小什麼貝過生日了  我卻得烏住眼睛爾朵
                                                                               
祭弔憑弔    變成全世界最可怕無關緊要的日子

然後練習微笑
                                                                                                                                                                
                                                                               
                                                                               
我知道自己在做什麼   可以對自己誠實嗎
                                                                               
有力量誠實嗎?   承認想哭   承認該吃屎
                                                                               
承認他媽的.


說來愚蠢
                                                                               
在分開超過相聚很多日子後
                                                                               
想起那天信誓旦旦的說  幸福的合音練習
                                                                               
看到你像片再出現相似的滑梯   我卻害怕在唱一樣歌
                                                                               
沒啥對錯
                                                                               
算我沒天份好了
                                                                               
                                                                               
禮物符號
                                                                               
它就是符號
                                                                               
裡面所有能送的我都願意給   裡面所有想給的我都不該送
                                                                               
剩下按鍵一顆    按完想哭   哭著想笑

麻將總比enter好摸
                                                                               
說你傻    自以為懂.
                                                                               
                                                                               
有做到嗎?
                                                                               
偏離期望軌道太遠   已經不能再稱做如一
                                                                               
記得那個想保護的心   想對你好的
                                                                                
到還是一樣
                                                                               
那些在乎    在乎你的吃  你的穿   你的睡
                                                                               
在乎你做什麼夢
                                                                               
在乎從哪來?   在乎你本身過的好不好
                                                                               
就真的關心這麼簡單
                                      

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